Some people look back on their childhoods with nostalgia and fondness, longing to go back and re-experience those memories. Some people just don't. Some people cannot look back on their childhood in fear of what may be hiding within their memories. In their minds are black holes where one off good times live, but mostly where their traumas reside and reign. Healing and clearing a way through those depths is not easy, it is not circular, it is not sensical. There is no right way to heal from trauma, but this is mine.
